sleepless

words have hardly flowed lately. i guess words come with practice? seem to have this block every time i stop writing for a long while.

rambling now, of course.

i can't sleep.

but i guess this is also hardly the place to be the free flow of my words that it once used to be.

i look back to my first post, more than 3 years ago. it's been a good outlet for my thoughts.


i'm no longer trying to outrun the sun these days, though i did experiment a bit too much last year, and was suitably scared for myself.

i no longer have that much space for periods of solitude and deep thought. it's different, now, with family back in the picture (accompanied by baggage and expectations and responsibility), and work that sucks up my life (at times)(most of the time).

i could start writing down my thoughts about singaporean society and how the government works (or doesnt), a topic which occupies my mind more frequently these days; but it hardly seems appropriate to mix these thoughts up with deeply personal ones.

so maybe it's time for a goodbye, rather than trying too hard to resucitate this journal of sorts.


i hope to keep writing, but perhaps somewhere else, in another form. whatever works.

goodbye! goodbye! goodbye!

and goodnight. :)