shaking
not sure why.
exhaustion from staring at the road in the dark
exhaustion from keeping my foot perpetually on the clutch
exhaustion from work
from not meeting deadlines
from forgetting stuff
from realising that i am perhaps not doing as much as i should be
i'm mad
mad at myself
for falling short
for not being disciplined
for not believing in this
effort to better the lives of others
where's the passion, the drive? i only see a cavalier attitude
and i hate this.
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